Sometimes darkness catches you from all four sides
Sometimes all you can see is the black smoky sky.
Everything you touch changes into ash.
Everyone you believe melts into their original color.
You don't know where to go and what to do,
You're lost, clueless and all alone.
Well! life becomes a mirage.
Everything seems illusion.
Trust lost, Hope fades away.
The only thing you can feel is you.
The only permanent magic of trust, hope and love is you
Yourself.
So hold onto yourself. Don't let yourself break down,
like all other things in the world.
Hold onto yourself.

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Kaale Badal

Ye kale badal mujhse kuch keh rahe hai, Aur ye thandi hawa kisi methe sangeet ki trah mere kaano me gunjh rahi hai. Apne ghoslon me wapas lautte panchi asmaan ki showbha bada rahe hai, Uff.., ye mausam ankho ko kitna sukoon deta hai, Mann khta hai sab kuch chod k bs ese niharte rahu Ye kale badal, dhere dhere pure asmaan me faail rahe hai, Aur dhup ki halki si kiran unhe hatane ki koshish kar rahe hai. Lekin dhup ko ye nahi pta k aaj badalo ka din, Woh chahe jitne bhi jatan karle Lekin hawa badalo ko bars a k rahegi. Dheme dheme baras raha ye paani, Haule Haule pure jagah apni pehchaan bana jaega, Aur mujhe khushi bhara ek ehsaas dilaega Es pyaare ambar

First Love

First love
I have heard this quotation - " We fall in love so many times before we find the one we'll be with forever " but every teenager will accept the fact that whatever happens we can never forget the FIRST LOVE.  It will be always and always special for us.  It is harder to overcome and absolutely impossible to forget.  I believe every teenager has a past,  every girl and every boy had once fallen in love. Yes,  there might be possibilities of no relationship but there must be someone whom they can never forget.
If you never had a relationship,  still you must have someone who makes you blush ,  who makes you feel shy,  whom you imagine every night before you sleep,  who is the first one to come to your mind every morning,  for whom you check twice in the mirror whether your looking fine or not,  the one you love to wait for,  whose words matters to you a lot.  I suppose everyone of us have that one person in life. Readers!  Don't get lost,  there is more to read.
How things change when you are in love?
Everything seems very different.  You start loving everything around you from small to big.  Your taste develops for New things. The best part is you start exploring the New world.  You become a dreamer and your partner is your dream.  Starts listening to melodious romantic songs and the most funny part imagining you and your partner in that song,  which is a great fun.  You relate every single thing to your partner. Starts observing quotations regarding friendship,  love and relationships. You become really conscious about your looks.  Night becomes the second most beautiful part of the day when you get lost in your dream world and recalls all your meets or chats.  You believe that you have the best relationship in the world. And this is how slowly and slowly you get lost in your own imaginary world which is very tempting.
What happens when you fails in that relationship???
At first,  everything around you seems colourless,  tasteless,  you feel empty at every point of your life.  Each and everything starts reminding you of your ex's  memories which is quite painful.
Its harder to digest the truth of being apart but sooner or later we are able to accept the true face of life.  We start a new stage of life when we meet the reality of relationship.  We ignore the past by saying -  just let it be,  or he is not my type,  or  one day he will come back.... Bla. Bla. Bla.
We makes so many excuses and make up our mind but the reality is when you see the first love again even after 2 years you feel the peace you felt earlier.  Because you have given a part of you to that person which can never be replaced by anyone even if you find the one of your dreams.
What can you do to make a happy living after your first love?
Don't
-People usually go for a second relationship as they wanted to forget the first one.  But I think that's not fare,  yes you should definitely go for the second one but only if you really feel for that person otherwise this is no way to play with somebody's emotions just to forget the past. What if the person gets serious for you and you may not be able to give that much love to one. This will hurt...
-Secondly,  you should not wait for the one,  if in case that person has cheated on you or if it has lost the interest from you so you are doing nothing but living in a fools paradise. So wake up....
Do
-Start doing what you love,  go on with your hobbies. Get time for yourself and also don't forget to spend time with your family and Friends as they play the most important role in overcoming these situations.  Spend time in sports,  with children,  pets,  music,  dance other activities.  And for few months or weeks stay away from romantic music that reminds of your past. This really works...
- if you still feel that the person is for you,  and you have a gut feeling regarding that so go on. Rather carry on with friendship and wait for the right time or give some time for both of you to think about it,  stay in contact not necessary in a daily basis. Give time to things and stay loyal towards your partner,  these things can take more than 5 years but if you are a true lover and If that person is really your soul mate then they have to come back to you and If it is not the one,  then smile and go on with your dreams and say goodbye to your past and say hello to the tomorrow.
- Dreams are the best damn thing in everybody's life,  chase your dream and work hard for that you will definitely overcome it,  if your dreams are powerful,  you don't have to worry about anything but goals.

At last,  guys and girls whats meant to be it will be,  you don't have to worry,  yes things hurts but this is life,  there are obstacles. It is you who have to decide how to face your challenges.  I follow a mantra that whats yours its yours no one can ever take that from you,  if you try hard to achieve that with full determination and honesty you will achieve that but if you fail then believe that god had decided something very special for you.
So SMILE,  Live every moment of your life because you never know what the next moment will bring you 

 आशियाना 

मेरे सवालों का आशियाना 
तूने अपने प्यार से सवारा 
तेरी बातों ने है इन्हे बनाया 
और उन्ही ने मुझे यहाँ रेहना सिखाया 

तेरे जवाबों ने एक अंजान से पहचान दिलाई 
तेरे वादों ने मुझे नई मंज़िले दिखाई 
तेरी कोशिश देख आज है रंग लाई 
तेरे संग जुड़ने लगी है मेरी ज़िन्दगी की हर ख़ुशी और तन्हाई 

शायद यही है एक असली रिश्ते की शुरुआत 
क्योंकि तुझी से होती है मेरे दिन की सुबह और रात 
तुझे सोच कर मुस्काते है ये लफ्ज़ भी 
तुझे सोचू ना ऐसा मेरा एक भी दिन नहीं 

मेरी फ़िक्र तुझे इस कदर होने लगी 
तेरी आदतें भी मुझे अब छूने लगी 
भले ही भूल चुकी हू में वो मुलाकाते 
पर अब तेरी आवाज़ सुनकर मेरे दिन तेरे करीब आते 
जीना चाहती हू  तेरे संग में खुशियों की बरसाते 
तेरा हाथ पकड़ कर पूरी दुनिया को हू पाना चाहती।।


  -श्रुतिका चन्द

Unsolved story!

Why is it like sometimes you are left with no words .....? You know the answers but you cannot explain. You know what is right and you have to make sacrifices between your choices and whats right. Some stories are left unsolved. Here , I bring you a story of a girl Akesha .

Its been 6 months she haven't been in a relationship. There were two reasons of this single status first, She was studying in a girls college and second ,She has stopped believing in social love. With her experience and a little bit of maturity she had realized that the four letter word LOVE has a deep meaning. She was living like a free bird, enjoying with her girls, busy with her classes and participation on other co-curricular activities. She started believing that LOVE IS JUST A WASTE OF TIME and always used to say to her colleagues that "a person can only give his/her 100% to one thing at a time, and if someone goes for a true love relationship that person cannot do anything great in life". She might be a true believer of love, but she was against a relationship because according to her relationship comes with boundations, conflicts - internal as well as external, diverts the mindset of the person from various other activities, they disturbs the personal life,.bla.bla.bla.. So this is the reason she keeps away herself from relationships and couples. Akesha had reduced her habit of socializing on whats app , facebook due to the strangers she comes across everyday. Most of the guys on Facebook sents friend request only to make a girl friend, and she was literally frustrated with this habit of boys. She don't like flirting because she was a believer of love and she thinks that a true love happens when two person sees each other visually not virtually. According to her just photos and videos were not enough to trust someone and fall in love. Being a student of girls hostel she decided not to come in a relationship until she completes her college because the kind of love which she demanded was quite impossible in her life. She was very much happy with our daily life believing in all her rules and ideas. She denied few people for the proposal as well giving reasons behind them. 

Everything went fine until one day a boy entered her life. His name was Siddharth , and he entered her life through " facebook " . The thing is that they were already friends on facebook from past a year but Akesha never paid much attention towards him. Then, one weekend when Akesha was tired of the daily routine thought to chat with someone. She replied Siddharth's text and they continue talking. Siddharth used to tell her that she is so serious kind of girl and she should enjoy life, should talk to strangers and experience new things. They had a long conversation regarding this topic for about a week. After which, he asked for her whats app number and she decided to share it and prove that she is not a boring serious kind of girl. She thought that may be she has become a serious person and boring as well and to rejuvenate her enthusiasm she took the friendship to a closer level. Whats app numbers were exchanged and gradually from text messages they started interacting on calls.  They talked for 2-3 hours on calls everyday and between this Akesha tried to give priority to her work too. They shared secrets with each other and in about a month they started liking each other (and the real problem starts from there). Akesha found Siddharth a boy who matched the guy of his dreams reason being they have a lot of interests in-common., and she was quite conscious about him. She believes Siddharth was a perfect guy , he was caring, compatible, loving, responsible, sensible, all-rounder, understanding, supporting and he really do sings well. She can't believe it for few days that how can she found a perfect match and that to so early. She asked Sid not to come in a relationship before 6 months, she wanted to enjoy each and every moment of this story completely and peacefully. Sid as always agreed her and was ready to wait for that time.  Both of them were so happy and anxious as well, for their future. They talk about their future for once in two days. Then after one month , they flew away to their homes .There were times when one of them were busy so the other one waited and got upset in thoughts of  another. Obstacles were there but they try to resolve them , if one gets weak the other helps in encouraging. there were promises there were dreams and there were EXPECTATIONS. Akesha wanted an expected relationship but both of them continued their expectations for their future. She believed that unexpected things do miracles. But things were quite unusual. On the other side Siddharth started believing that he loves Akesha because he thinks all day about her, and he liked everything about her , the moments which weren't spent talking to her are turned as the worst moments of the day. But Akesha believed that she has not fallen yet, yes she do Like him a lot, she wanted to make a future with him but she was not into love because she wanted to know him more and she felt that 2 months are not enough to make a love happen. Siddharth was quite confused sometimes he says that yes he is in love but sometimes he gives it a name of a feeling more than Love  (Well! I have watched  a movie Krishna Cottage in which the actor says that there is a relation which is more than just friendship and less than love ), so they might have the same story but both of them wanted each other, they die talking to one another. These things were creating troubles in their lives, they were having arguments, tensions, frustrations (esp Akesha), upset moods, creating unwanted lonely moods. They wish to God everyday to be together always but still they don't love each other.


My question to the readers is, ...:-
1. What do you thing what should Akesha do to complete her story?
2. What steps should Siddharth take to prove his love?
3. How can they make a perfect Love Story ?


                                                                        -Shrutika Chand

जूनून

इन  पलटते  पन्नों  में  ढूंढ  रही  हू ,
ऐसा  कुछ  जो  खोया  ही  नहीं  है।

लेकिन दिल  कह रहा  है  आज  उसे  ढूंढूँ ,
दिल  कह  रहा  है  आज  पुरानी  यादो  से  नाता  जोडू

कुछ  ऐसी  यादे  जो  पीछे  छूठ   चुकी  है
उन्हें  एक  बार  फिर  ताज़ा  करू।

कुछ ऐसी  बाते   जिन्हे  लेकर  में  बड़ी  हुई ,
और  यहाँ  तक  का  सफर  किया।

दिल  कह  रहा  है  कि अपना  सपना  फिरसे  जगाउ ,
भागती  हुई  ज़िन्दगी  से  दो  पल  चुराउ
 और  उस  जूनून  को  वापस  ले आउ।

                            -श्रुतिका

my newly hostel life,.....

Somethings missing;'m not sure whats that,but its quite painful and i believe someone can drag me out of that pain..
Is it you???
or somebody else.Is it your crazy love,or my silly thoughts.
This time, I want you here, I want you near,wants to hide somewhere with you, 

I wish a life with only you You are my sky. My shining star my day, my light My little heart is at your part.
When somethings missing..,I guess its you...:)                                             - SHRUTIKA